Implantation???????????

I woke up this morning doing my usual morning pee and saw brown spotting. At first I thought oh no Aunt Flo is coming but then I realized it was a week early and it could be a good sign! Implantation spotting? I hope it is implantation because I am so sick of Aunt Flo making me feel so miserable and helpless. Getting pg is completely out of my control and I do understand it is in God's hands but it is hard to give up.