BFN :(

I could not wait till tomorrow like I said I was going to and got BFN! I used a cheap dollar store one so it would not cost me too much. I just don't understand my boobs have never been this sensitive. I brushed them putting deodorant on and thought this could be it never mind how hot I have been. I even have been getting embarrassing wet under pits. Oh well I tested so now I will have myself a glass of wine because I am now waiting on AF. I keep telling myself to give up TTC but I just can't stop! I think I will start thinking of traveling because if I could travel I see the world maybe I would not mind living childless besides I could just continue to spoil my niece & nephew.